What if that sort of ‘down’ feeling is change? What if it isn’t
post seminar blues? What if it really is just change? What if
change is different then what you thought it was?

Are you willing to allow that change to just come and be?

I’m still assimilating everything from Dr. Dain Heer’s Being You
class this weekend.

I remember the old days when I would do a class and feel an
emptiness as soon as a class finished. Thankfully I was able
to shift that way of being year’s ago by using the simple question:
Who does this belong to? Return to sender with consciousness
attached. The other great question is: Whose universe am I in?

If you have run those questions and you are still not being
your normal self would you consider this being change?
What if you are changing and everything is just showing
up differently? Who said change is comfortable? For being
uncomfortable you can ask: What are the possibilities with
this uncomfortableness?

What else is possible? It’s only taken me all week to write
this post… How does it get any better than this and what
are the infinite possibilities here? I myself am asking:
What are the possibilities with this uncomfortableness?

Big Hugs,
Angela

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My pet peeve of the day is superiority. I gifted someone the Discover Your Greatness
program as I was in discussion about being interviewed. What I didn’t realize is that
her show was all about promoting herself and her JV partner. Whatever happened
to a simple acknowledgement of a gift. Actually, I wouldn’t have cared whether she
had acknowledged the gift or not if she hadn’t justified that an interview wasn’t a fit because I ‘don’t know how to market’. Umm, last time I checked I have clients and a business. How exactly did I do that? What has my skills and marketing have to do with
how I well I interview or not?

What do I love about superiority? What is superiority? The thing is I DO SUPERIORITY.
Yes, I do!!! I not only do it, but I break my own rule in NOT justifying things to justify
doing my superiority!! How cute is that?

My justification for superiority is that I have spent over 23 years studying, training and
implementing personal growth, personal development and spiritual tools. I have also
spent in excess of $550,000 in that education. Also, I have trained with some of the
most amazing people who could actually do things. Like with the Native Americans
they were magic, what they did was mouth dropping to the floor, then I trained and
worked closely with Richard Bandler, same jaw to the floor MAGIC, then I trained with
Abraham-Hicks, you know the drill with the OMG MAGIC and now I am training with
Access Conscious, the possibilities that I have from that are phenomenal. Access Consciousness has been the most mind blowing training I’ve experienced! What I have
learned and done has been beyond anything I could ever imagine!

OK, so perhaps I am not everyones cup of tea! That’s OK. I’m so happy to be ME!!
Even if I do superiority and love it, when I claim to hate it. Even though I justify
my superiority. By the way, I don’t do personal superiority. I am the first person to
say that I am not perfect, I don’t have every single thing figured out, I still have
my buttons pushed.

I do have more justifications for superiority. My big ones are:
1) Native American Medicine People, three of them, spent their own time and money
to come out to the UK to train me (on a one to one basis) in Native American Medicine.
I’ve not heard anyone else having that experience.
2) I actively actualize things that should be impossible. For example oil in my tank, the kind for heating houses, moving a telephone pole, and actualizing durian crisps. The last one doesn’t sound so ‘WOW’ but I assure you for me it was!! With the durian crisps I manifested them, then I went into lack and de-manifested them, and then I got into the beingness of making them physical again! It taught me more of where I need to function
from for creating something.

I’m not a guru. My whole intent is to teach the tools for you to be your own master!
I only find what I do amazing when someone else claims to be better than me. I believe
my training and what I can do is possibly better than what most do and I believe that to
be superiority! But I would never say I am better than you, or anyone else, it’s not what I believe of me or you!

You, my beautiful friend are amazing! You are an absolute gift! I apologize for every single
time anyone has made themselves seem bigger or better than you! That, my friend is a lie. No one is better than you! You are huge gift to this planet!

Thank you for being you! I adore you!

Big Huge Hugs,
Angela

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Having spent most of my life being uncomfortable, I know what it is like.
I would have never believed it was possible, but I now have gratitude for
every uncomfortable moment that I have had. As my life continues to
unfold and more possibilities and yumminess shows up, the more grateful
I am for every single experience that brought me here.

To be honest this weekend was spent being a bit ‘off’ and uncomfortable.
There was no reason for it, I just was uncomfortable.

Today I woke with that same uncomfortableness, but with more intensity.
I just sat with it. I carried on with living and doing what I could for my
business. I also asked the ESC questions out loud while remembering that
on the other side of this is more of what I have been asking for.

One question I could have run is: What are the possibilities with this uncomfortableness?

What if everything you have been asking for is on the other side of uncomfortableness?

I adore you!

Thank you for being you!
Big Hugs,
Angela

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What does this mean? I am looking at the latest thing that has happened
that I like and I am rolling around in it, I am playing with it, I am asking
questions to get more of it!!

Just over a month ago I signed up with an MLM company whose product
is gold and silver numismatic coins. The company is Numis.
I joined this company after much deliberation as I had so many judgments
around MLM companies. I’ve been in them before and blah, blah, blah.
Despite all my judgments when I asked “Will this be rewarding?” I kept getting
a YES! So, join I did!

I just received an email informing me that I have a new payment in Paypal and
it was FROM Numis. So, what do I do? I ask questions! I SNOWBALL this reward!

How does it get any better than this? What else is possible? What are the infinite
possibilities here? What else can I choose? Who else would like to come and play
with me? How much fun can I be here?

I don’t just ask the questions. I perceive the yumminess of this reward and I multiply it. I assume that I am not experiencing the very most of it because lets face it, I have
been living my life from a very limited place for a very long time! So, I amp up the
energy of this and make it bigger and I ask the questions and use that as a way
of perceiving even more of the yumminess!

Functioning from the place of perceiving the yumminess of more money in my Paypal account and snowballing it, amping it up, making it better is me actively utilizing the Law of Attraction. I am being the invitation for even more to show up!

What are you snowballing? Are you snowballing your losses and what isn’t there for you? How’s that working for you? What if you started snowballing your wins?

What are you wins?

If you haven’t already heard I have stories designed specifically to get the violins out!
I’m the queen of ‘poor little me’ and ‘nobody loves me, every body hates me, I’m going to eat some worms’. Something that shifted things for me was a talk I heard from the amazing Simone Milasas. She was talking about success and asking what it was. From her point of view I was able to look at simple things like getting out of bed in the morning being a success. Brushing my teeth was another success.

Keep in mind that I was little miss trauma and drama queen! I spent years in bed suffering from my depression. Heck, I was justified in doing that. Do I need to ask you get the violins out??? But even if that weren’t true, even if getting out of bed every morning was a normal and natural thing to do, isn’t it a success? Isn’t it a win?

What is your definition of success? Are you willing to be a bit more nurturing to you and have more simple things be a success? If you are pouring coffee into a cup and you get coffee IN the cup is that not a success? What if you snowballed that into having an awesome and amazing day? What are the infinite possibilities?

Thank you so much for being you!

Big Hugs,
Angela

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By now you will know that I use questions to create more ease and change. The questions are from Gary Douglas and Dain Heer, the founders of Access Consciousness. Questions are great! They are amazing. BUT, what if there is more to it?

What you perceive you receive. If you are saying, “I have this block.” then you are creating a block. I have been having clients ask me about their ‘blocks’ with this thing or that thing. What if there is no block? Who does that belong to? Would an infinite being really have a block from doing something or receiving something?

Questions are amazing, but you also have to look at what you are thinking and how you are talking to yourself. What story are you telling? I do use questions to help me with
changing things. But I also actively monitor where I am functioning from. Are you just
using the questions or are you also looking at where you are choosing to function from
and who you are choosing to be? Knowing what your story is might support you in functioning from a different place and getting different rewards.

What else is possible?

Big Hugs,
Angela

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We have an old Wall’s Ice Cream freezer that is beautiful.
I love ice cream, by the way. Yummy! We usually have
some ice cream in our Wall’s freezer but it is also used
for other things like our food and dog food.

This morning Julian came in and said the freezer is broken
go save what you can.

On Saturday I ordered all the frozen food we needed to
last us for the next couple of weeks. We obviously eat
fresh food, but we have teenagers and busy lives so
I buy a lot of fresh frozen food that I can then use to
whip up something quite easily.

Basically there were a bunch of pizzas, bread, ice cream
and chips (the British version of French Fries). Then there
were all the things that I really like and need like my frozen chicken
and vegetables.

There is a recipe for chicken soup that I invented where I
literally throw the frozen vegetables, chicken, water and
stock into a pot and I take the dogs out for a walk and
when I get home it’s done!

Almost everything had to go, it was defrosted and the
fridge is full of fresh food and juicing food!

So, I had this amazing opportunity to feel bad. Thankfully
I have been using Access tools for a few years now and I
have obviously done my homework and made headway with
these questions: What if there is nothing wrong here? What is
right about this that I am not getting?

Funnily enough I didn’t even have to ask the questions. I was fine.
Better than fine. I’m literally functioning from a place of: What else
is possible?

This might not seem like a big deal, but to me it is huge!

My training from birth is that if something bad happened it was
because the devil was with me or in me. That is what I was taught
from my earliest memory. I grew up terrified of the devil. As I got
older I started to keep the devil story and add my mother’s story
of whenever something bad happened it was because God hated
her/me.

Bad things happening meant that the devil was with me, in me or
following me around and God hated me and was punishing me!
Nice! You can imagine how great that was for my self confidence!!!
Those stories helped to fuel how I was the worse person on the
planet. That is often my mother’s story about me. Did you know
that Hitler was a better person then me? He was, just ask my mother!
(She only says that when she is mad or unhappy, but it stuck and became
true to me!)

Access helped me to get into ‘interesting point of view’ with everything.
I don’t always go there. I definitely didn’t go there when I spoke to my
family members last week and had a day of their energy and points of
view!

Today was different. I lost hundreds of pounds (British GBP) of food, both
for us and the dogs, including the cute puppies that we have. I can’t even
make myself feel bad about it. Why I would want to is beyond me. But I
can clearly remember how I used to curl in a ball and want to die when
something like this happened as it would be PROOF that God hated me
and that I sucked big time.

I am so happy that I haven’t used this freezer thing against me. I can’t
tell you how grateful I am to Gary Douglas and Dain Heer for the Access
Consciousness tools!! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Access is NOT the only thing I have trained in. It IS what gave me the
happiness, ease and peace I have been looking for in all my years of
training in personal and spiritual development. It has worked for me.
What else is possible?

What is possible for you?

Would you be willing to ask the questions: What if there is nothing wrong here? What is right about
this that I am not getting?

What if there is nothing wrong with you? What is right about you that you are not getting?

I adore you!

Thank you for being you!

Big Hugs,
Angela

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For most of my life my story was that I had gone through a phenomenal amount of abuse, my relationship with my family was very difficult, I was the outcast and I didn’t have approval or support from my family. Now that story is real, it is true. It also served to maintain my status as never being good enough, being inferior to everyone and it was difficult to have a sense of worth or confidence with anything that I did.

My story is something that I would share with dear friends later in life and anyone that would listen for most of my life, it would define who I was to them. They served to solidify my crappy life and that I had so much stuff to get over and work through.

When you share your story, whether it is a good, sad, bad, fun, boring or inspiring the people you share your story with contribute to making that story more real. They hold that story as true for you.

Working with people in business the most common stories I hear is, “I’ve hit a block”, “I’m stuck”, “I can’t get past this point”. They all have a very similar energy.

For me there is a ‘pause’ right before something shows up. There is a time when energy builds up under the surface and physically there is no evidence of change, but underneath the energy is churning and building up momentum. If you create a story then you start to slow down that energy. If you share your story with others then they start to make that real for you by slowing down the build up of energy even more.

What you focus on you receive. What you perceive you receive. Your story defines what you are getting and what you will get.

My new defining story is how I spent nine months chanting for a minimum of three hours a day and trance dancing for at least one hour every day to find what came after Buddhism. This lead me to quit my job and hop on a play to Reno, Nevada. Where I then drove to Lake Tahoe and literally drove right to the bookstore where one of my Native American teachers worked and one of her Native teachers just happened to be stopping by, he lived a four drive away. I then spent just over ten years training with Native American Medicine people and had three of them fly out to the UK to spend months teaching me and training me where I lived. This is my new story.

Does this mean that I wasn’t abused, that I didn’t struggle as a child, that I spent most of life wanting to die and that I was a suicide queen? No. That was me, but it’s no longer me. It was the story that I was being, it was the story that I used for people to understand me and to agree what I horrible life I had and to justify not having more fun, happiness, peace, great relationships, a successful business, money and a happy family.

My new story is that I took a chance, I followed an energy, I followed information that I received from trance dancing and quit my job (effectively I was told if I went on that plane I was fired, so I was fired or quit, you choose) got on a plane and went to Lake Tahoe, where I didn’t know one single person to find Native Americans that I was having visions of while dancing. It sounds nuts. It’s as nuts as my old story, but in a more yummy and delicious way. I was welcomed with open arms. The Natives saw my talents, abilities, my courage and my dedication to following Spirit and my inner knowing and they embraced me with open arms and shared their knowledge.

The Native American Medicine people had so much value and adoration for me that at three different times they flew out on their own to a country they had never been with to work with me, to further my training. This was at their expense. I didn’t pay them to come, they came because they wanted to. Because I was that valuable, that amazing. This is my story. This is what I am going to be sharing with people from now on.

What is YOUR story? Will you share it with me? Will you share it with the world? Are you willing to have a story that you share that supports you in being the phenomenal being that you truly be?

I adore you!

Thank you for being you!

Big Hugs,
Angela

P.S. What would it take for you to share your story here?
The whole purpose of my sharing my story is to give
the contrast. What I am asking for is what story you
are functioning from now and if you are willing to
change that. Is your story serving you? Is it supporting
you in growing your business and being happy in
totality?

P.P.S. The story I love the most that is left in the comments
below will win a free session with me via phone or Skype.

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What you perceive you receive. What you focus on you solidify, you
make more real.

What if you are an infinite being with great power? What if you create
your own reality? What if focusing on something is just another way
of creating it?

This past week was a bit of a hard one for me. It was like my past came
and bit me in the ass. Nice one! It took me a day to get back to my now
bright bunny bushy tailed self. I might have gotten here more quickly
had I focused on yummy things.

The reality is my family is nuts. That is not a judgment, it is an awareness
and a fact. What I do with them is choice. How I am because of them is
also choice. So, my aunt is in prison and all sorts of weirdness is going on.
Big whoop. My whole life has been one family drama after another.

My family puts Dallas to shame. The folks in Dallas had the most peaceful, easy
and loving family lifestyles compared to my family! What I am choosing today
is to laugh about it. My focus is on me and my family! How did I get to be so
lucky?

After all the trauma, drama and abuse I have a normal life with a loving, caring
husband and two beautiful children. How does it get any better than this?

My focus is also on business and all the interviews and telesummits I have been
doing! What would it take for more of those to show?

What’s happening with my family is going to continue. I have a choice on what
I focus on!! My focus is on yummy things like the homemade ravoli and meat
sauce I just ate, how I am just about to lie down and read a book in bed with
my gorgeous husband and how I’ve chosen so much more peace, ease and joy
than I ever imagined possible!

What are you focusing on? What would you like to have more of in your life?

Big Hugs,
Angela

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How does it get any better than this?

I ran all the questions from my previous post out loud and even
cried a little. I am not clear on what I will choose tomorrow. Keep
communicating with family or not… Right now I am choosing to
be ME, to have total ease.

If you are on my calls then you know that for me the most powerful
way to use the questions is to run them out loud. I get to places
like I did today where I am only running them in my head. I believe
in ‘anchoring’ while running the questions. For me this means taking
the dogs to “Long Grass Short Grass” which is a cliff walk near my
house. I run the questions as loud as I like. So, going there with the
dogs it is easy to step back into running the questions out loud, even
if I am in a funk.

Anchoring is like an ingrained routine. What would it take for you to
create a running questions anchor?

Big Hugs,
Angela

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I’m wondering what it would take to completely walk away from
my family. I’m not talking about my husband and children. I’m
talking about my parents and their family.

I have been running: “Who does this belong to? Return to sender
with consciousness attached.” “Whose Universe am I in?” Those are
creating a bit more space for me but what is really giving me ease
is my old faithful “What is this? What can I do with it? Can it be changed?
(Pause… is that a yes or a no? If YES then proceed) How do I change it?
What energy is required here?” This is just how I run it. I like having that
“What energy is required here” at the end.

What is it about family? What would I choose if I had no past?

Today I was in such a funk I missed a client call that I was really looking
forward to. How does it get any better than this? What else is possible?
What are the possibilities with this uncomfortableness?

I am not comfortable at all… not sure if that is coming across or not.

Just to get you up to speed my mother hasn’t been in contact with me
for days. That is fine. I am so good with that. It would have been nice
to have had a quick phone call or email to explain what was happening
with my aunt and why she was in jail. Instead of calling me she had a
lawyer friend of hers call me and ask me to fly out to California immediately
to look after everything while my aunt waited to be transferred to a special
hospital for paranoia. It came across as this would be a short term thing
and easy for me to do.

Last time I checked I have two teenage children, a husband and a business.

Besides, why would I be jumping for joy at being summoned by a lawyer to
go help someone that literally ran after me with a gun when I was seventeen?

What do I love about trauma and drama? What is this? What can I do with it? Can it be
changed? How do I change it? What energy is required here? What energy space and
consciousness can I be that would allow all of this to change?

Big Hugs,
Angela

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